I DONT FEEL LIKE MYSELF

[mygildedfantasy]

I feel sooo overwhelmed.....i hate to sound emo but i feel like everything is just falling apart and i'm scrambling to piece it all together but i just can't. I can't get out of this funk and all the stress keeps building up inside me, if only i could say some of the things that i want to say without getting people angry or upset. Why can't i be happy for once, why can't it all just work out for me...this time?! I get so close just to have it snatched away.

and oo on a lighter note i just registered for Sectus 2007 in London (for those that don't kno its a Harry Potter Convention...sure sure joke all you want i dont give a shit....but seriously its in LONDON) so im hoping i can find the funds for airfare, and hotel before July.

Oo and Happy Birthday Norbert <3