i starting this thing again.
alot has been happening lately, and i just thought i would need a place to vent all my psychological problems so i made a new journal.
well, i can proudly say that i've been in love now... i did this for God, and i know he appreciates it. im so proud of myself, i want to get closer to Jesus with my whole heart. when some one asks, i tell them what happened, i tell them why i did it... they look at me like it was a reasonable reason then as soon as i turn around they look at their girlfriends like "WHAT THE CRAPPPPPP"........
i dont care, i know what i did was right... i just pray that God will lead me towards the right path, to bigger, greater things, not my own selfish desires.
i dont want it to be about me anymore, i dont matter...
other than that...
my parents are insane, i miss school too much, especially first period, (its not my fault they shouldnt start it so early in the morning.) My birthday is on Sunday, i work at the restaurant that day...
which reminds me,
Girls are so stupid, they make me gag and barf all day because they are so repulsive. the end.
my head is so full of thoughts, feelings, emotions, and im definately confused... i still care about him, and i know i still love him, but do i still really want to?
well, i can proudly say that i've been in love now... i did this for God, and i know he appreciates it. im so proud of myself, i want to get closer to Jesus with my whole heart. when some one asks, i tell them what happened, i tell them why i did it... they look at me like it was a reasonable reason then as soon as i turn around they look at their girlfriends like "WHAT THE CRAPPPPPP"........
i dont care, i know what i did was right... i just pray that God will lead me towards the right path, to bigger, greater things, not my own selfish desires.
i dont want it to be about me anymore, i dont matter...
other than that...
my parents are insane, i miss school too much, especially first period, (its not my fault they shouldnt start it so early in the morning.) My birthday is on Sunday, i work at the restaurant that day...
which reminds me,
Girls are so stupid, they make me gag and barf all day because they are so repulsive. the end.
my head is so full of thoughts, feelings, emotions, and im definately confused... i still care about him, and i know i still love him, but do i still really want to?