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Jul 26, 2005 01:04

You are the reason i live
You are the reason i move
You are the reason i breathe
You are the reason it's You
You are the reason, You are the reason
You are the reason, it's You, it's You
and after everything is over
you'll be the song i sing
forever, and ever.

Lately ive been feeling as though i want to start playing worship songs, im going to start learning how to play guitar, ill pay for the lessons, this is for God and hes just lookin down on me right now with the biggest smile on his face!! that encourages me so much!! i stopped listening to some of my cd's, i have started listening to worship and christian music outside of church rather just on wednesdays and sundays.
seriously it makes me feel so good. when i put a cd in my car, it feels as though God's right there with me and im just singing to him :) haha so nerdy.
i feel so much happier, tonight was such a good night; i forgot how good it felt to just hang out with friends, they influence me, because they're all christians. Gosh its just so great the atmosphere when im around them!!! its just always good fun, always good laughs...

God's put so much on my heart lately, ive prayed lately "just let me know what needs to be done.." and well, he has put it on my heart to settle past issues with these two girls... whom i had something against for so long.
i gotta love my fellow christians, i cant have hate in my heart, it only makes me weak. i know they're amazing girls, i knew that from the start; i think the hate grew from jealousy, because i couldnt be around the person that i wanted most and they could, they got to talk to him all the time, and i couldnt, he doesnt want anything to do with me...but i will leave that issue with *the certain guy to God he will solve it and do what is for the best... but anyways you know what; God has put it on my heart to settle these issues with these girls, and im in the making of it, i hope God blesses it and develops a friendship out of everything. i want to love everyone, i really want to!!! i feel like ive changed alot, i finally feel like i can stand so tall in my faith; i just want to get along with everyone, i want ppl to look at me and go "wow, shes definately changed" i want ppl to see that God has worked in me and made me such a better person than how i use to be.. i want to be a example of Christ; i know thats my purpose in life, and i am going to pursue it!!!

Gosh worship just makes my day better, ill tell you about my day, well, i went to work listening to this one awesome song, and wow it just made my day go by so much quicker... but anyways, i came into work with such a good attitude and theres this guy that i dont really like working with because he always shows such a bad attitude towards me, and today he was just making me feel crappy and i just started humming my song, and i just felt better... i dont care i just want ppl to see how i deal and see that when someone spills out so much negativity towards me, i want ppl to see God shine through me...

GOD IS SOO AWESOME I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCHH!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3
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