Jul 23, 2005 00:16
i cant get you out of my mind
i keep thinking about how much i enjoy talking with you
how great you look when you smile, and how much i like your laugh
i daydream about you off and on all day, replaying pieces of our conversation...
laughing again about funny things you said or did
i've memorized your face and the way you look at me
it melts my heart everytime i think about it
And i catch myself smiling when i imagine
what will happen the next time we're together
you must be something really special
because i cant remember the last time
i felt so strongly about someone
Even though neither of us
knows what the future holds,
i know one thing for sure...
you're one of the very best things thats happened to me
in a long time
i bought this card, guess i will save it til i find someone i feel like that towards.
i still feel strongly about my ex, but i cant give that card to him now...
i bought this card for my ex... thinking something would snap in him.
but i cant get my hopes up and i cant give this to him now.
not after everything thats happened...maybe ill give this card to kristin. HAHA ;) (loveu)
tonight i had such a fun night.. i went to work which was such a LONGGG shift, i hated it. but it went by pretty fast.
after i went to the skatepark ,noah kristin carson matt and marcus were skating, well kristin wasnt HAHA she was like me, she was a looker
umm after we went to the awful waffle and watched the boys commit long term eating disorders and me and kristin talked about old childhood pee stories. i talked to a 'friend' tonight, i thought he hated me but then i just called him and it was pretty fun, i didnt expect him to call me back but he DID, and idk... it seems like this is a start of a friendship instead of how it was before all awkward and obcessive.
and then i talked to my LOVE! he makes me happy and he is like the closest guy friend i have. :)
i love everyone, i really like this side of me, i hope its a new beginning.