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[mygerms]

im giving up on you; i dont want anything to do with you anymore... to think of those nights i fell asleep in your arms listening to you tell me you love me, that you were going to marry me... you never were in love with me you are a fool to ever think that, and to ever make me believe it! i remember when i first got involved with you, and how you

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[anonymous]

first of all God given feeling probably isnt the best thing to say here... because if it is as bad and painful as you display it to be it wasn't God. Second, in order for you to get past this and move on you must first forgive. Instead of praying for him to come back or another guy or whatever, pray for a spirit of forgivness and acceptance towards those who have hurt you. You seem to hold grudges and then talk about them to everyone else and make them look like the bad guys. When anyone who has been through even the smallest anything KNOWS there's two sides to every story. Im not trying to knock you down, but rather build you up as Christians are supposed to do. And in my opinion you don't get enough honesty from anyone. I dont know or even need to know what the circumstances that were behind this relationship you go on and on about.. it seems you allowed yourself to get attacked by a season of lust. We all have. But you won't allow God to heal you and fill the void. Yeah, you pray for him to and what not. But thats like me going to the mall and THEN calling my mom and being like "hey is it okay if I go to the mall". Instead of calling upon my authority first and then acting I was acting and then asking as if her answer would matter anyways ( I hope that made sense) You need to clean out your closet lay your soul out and quit harping on this crap as much as it hurts or whatnot. Give it to God surrender it. Quit allowing this guy to have control over how you feel. I've been where you are and I know it sucks. But if that guy is worth all the effort you put in and all these tears and emotions then how much more is God worthy of? If you don't clean out this mess inside then he can't fill you up. If you don't ask and wait to hear his answer before doing you wont hear his voice. You'll be alright. God has to knock us down before he can build us back up. Youre going through a stretching period right now so God can fit more of his goodness inside of you. Stick it out, rely on heavenly strength and it will prove to be worth it, I promise.

and I posted anonymously so that this would simply be a little advice from a fellow Christian. I have a feeling it will be easy to figure out who I am and if you ask me about it Ill tell you and talk to you about it otherwise take what I said to heart and really try or pass right by it either way.. but remember you're not in this thing alone.. but sometimes its good to try and fight things out.. you and God... because sometimes we start getting to many people involved and not only do you drown out Gods opinion, but we soetimes forget to ask for it if we have a million others to think about.
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[anonymous]

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