Wow...
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Yesterday morning, I learned that a good friend of mine from highschool had passed. She had lupus. I just think that I nevere expected to actually lose a friend from highschool to death. I hjad always heard of other kids that I never knew who died through one way or another. Who honestly expects to lose a friend?
Roshanda Price was one of the only people to actually become my friend during my White station life. She seemed to trully crare about me, therefore I cared for her. It trully saddens me to know that she succumbed at such a very young age.
This morning, I woke up from a very strange dream. In this dream, I could read tarot cards. When looking up Roshanda's fate, I learned that she was going to die. I tried to warn her, but she just looked at me like she always did when I was talking crazy. Then, in the distance, I saw another who could read tarot cards. she reminds me of my friend from 9th grade who also saw Roshanda's fate. When I confronted her for not helping me try to tell Roshanda of her eventual doom, she simply reminded me that there was nothing I could do to prevent this. What happens happens. You have to move on.
I woke up, and here I am, four-something in the morning on the first day of classes... thinking of a deceased friend. I guess I'm mourning over her death. I don't know what to feel, ya know? It's just like... wow.
I'm really sad that I won't be able to make the funeral. And I hope White Station is being respectful to a person who was a good one, through and through.
I looked up the disease to understand it better... and Lupus just so happens to be a disease that people rarely die from. It's basically like having an overactive immune system and those who die usually die because of kidney failure which results from the disease. That's all I can remember off the top of my head. Look it up so you can understand more about it.
Yesterday morning, I learned that a good friend of mine from highschool had passed. She had lupus. I just think that I nevere expected to actually lose a friend from highschool to death. I hjad always heard of other kids that I never knew who died through one way or another. Who honestly expects to lose a friend?
Roshanda Price was one of the only people to actually become my friend during my White station life. She seemed to trully crare about me, therefore I cared for her. It trully saddens me to know that she succumbed at such a very young age.
This morning, I woke up from a very strange dream. In this dream, I could read tarot cards. When looking up Roshanda's fate, I learned that she was going to die. I tried to warn her, but she just looked at me like she always did when I was talking crazy. Then, in the distance, I saw another who could read tarot cards. she reminds me of my friend from 9th grade who also saw Roshanda's fate. When I confronted her for not helping me try to tell Roshanda of her eventual doom, she simply reminded me that there was nothing I could do to prevent this. What happens happens. You have to move on.
I woke up, and here I am, four-something in the morning on the first day of classes... thinking of a deceased friend. I guess I'm mourning over her death. I don't know what to feel, ya know? It's just like... wow.
I'm really sad that I won't be able to make the funeral. And I hope White Station is being respectful to a person who was a good one, through and through.
I looked up the disease to understand it better... and Lupus just so happens to be a disease that people rarely die from. It's basically like having an overactive immune system and those who die usually die because of kidney failure which results from the disease. That's all I can remember off the top of my head. Look it up so you can understand more about it.