. allow emotion to bleed .
In Defense I Respond _by me
your words have cast
a dark shadow
over my heart
a thousand needles
pricking one by one
until i can no longer
breathe you into my lungs
discard of me
i will discard of myself
nothing fits into the
darkest parts as you
i grasp this blade in cheers of us
wanting nothing more of this life,
if it is without your heart
firmly, with ease and grace
steel meets flesh, death awaits
finally there is release from pain
blood empties from these tiny wrists
I turn pale and cold
as I remember what we could have become
this summer KINDA sucks. i was supposed to go upstate but i didn`t. i bet it would have been boring as hell anyway. ehhhhhh... i got to see Rob this morning. we hung out til like fuckin 4. yeahhh i just passed out when i got home and then i woke up this morning from falling off my bed and hitting my vanity chair. now i am going to go out and fuckin hang.. tonight im having some people sleep over. different people for a change. HA HA HA! okay i need a cigarette. bye.