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life is really been a drag lately...can i just say that???
i feel really blessed, and im incredibly thankful, for many things in my life but i lack many a things...such as personal things, i have going on with myself..not materialistic things..
i care way too much about my appearance.. or what people think of me... this, is true.. i need to not give a fuck, about if i look okay, or whatever.. im constantly looking at how my makeup looks, or how my hair looks, hell, i even keep three complete outfits in my dance locker, because i feel like if i come to schol wearing something i dont want to be wearing, i'll have a bad day...
f that..for reals..thats so lame of me, and i've taken my personal insecurities way too far..
i even refer to myself, and ask many others to all me "chunk" hott, for sure.. if i care so much about being overweight, why dont i get off my fat ass and do something? yea, think about it heather....
on the contrary,im really excited for britt, and shanna to come into town...this should be interesting..biggg family reunion, high five...
ah, whatever, im gonna go clean my room...
i feel really blessed, and im incredibly thankful, for many things in my life but i lack many a things...such as personal things, i have going on with myself..not materialistic things..
i care way too much about my appearance.. or what people think of me... this, is true.. i need to not give a fuck, about if i look okay, or whatever.. im constantly looking at how my makeup looks, or how my hair looks, hell, i even keep three complete outfits in my dance locker, because i feel like if i come to schol wearing something i dont want to be wearing, i'll have a bad day...
f that..for reals..thats so lame of me, and i've taken my personal insecurities way too far..
i even refer to myself, and ask many others to all me "chunk" hott, for sure.. if i care so much about being overweight, why dont i get off my fat ass and do something? yea, think about it heather....
on the contrary,im really excited for britt, and shanna to come into town...this should be interesting..biggg family reunion, high five...
ah, whatever, im gonna go clean my room...