an update....
for my dear friend matthew, who says i need to...
things arent going very well..
im currently not living at home, and i don't think i will be until the end of summer, or so.
bye-bye car. bye-bye friends. bye-bye "happy family" bye-bye life.
my dad has given me everything in the world my heart desires. anytime i've ever wanted anything, he'd do anything in his power to get it for me.
this is nice.... but one concept he can't seem to grasp is that it goes far beyond materialistic items when you've lived your whole life thinking your dad doesnt give a shit about you.
sure.. my almost new car, shopping sprees, and cell phone are nice...
but i'd like an "i love you" once every month or so....
mom says we're moving out. she and i.
this scares me. i dont think we can do it on our own. we can't, akshally.
everyday is an uphill battle with tim. i'm thinking we should just end it. quick. i can't give him my all at this point in my life.. especially under circumstances. i have all this family b.s, plus, im a fulltime nanny. cute? AS well as the fact that im six fucking teen. ty.
my sisters home... and i havent really got to spend anytime with her. they went on a vacay without me. although i heard it wasn't grand like it used to be. good job heather, fucking up mom and dad's marriage, as WELL as fucking up the one time a year, week long, family vacation. youuuu rock.
have you ever had those points in your life..... where you wish you could just go through and pick out all of the negative energy? then you might not HAVE problems?
sure, i make some stupid choices... but at least i know who i am, and who i want to be...
<3<3
things arent going very well..
im currently not living at home, and i don't think i will be until the end of summer, or so.
bye-bye car. bye-bye friends. bye-bye "happy family" bye-bye life.
my dad has given me everything in the world my heart desires. anytime i've ever wanted anything, he'd do anything in his power to get it for me.
this is nice.... but one concept he can't seem to grasp is that it goes far beyond materialistic items when you've lived your whole life thinking your dad doesnt give a shit about you.
sure.. my almost new car, shopping sprees, and cell phone are nice...
but i'd like an "i love you" once every month or so....
mom says we're moving out. she and i.
this scares me. i dont think we can do it on our own. we can't, akshally.
everyday is an uphill battle with tim. i'm thinking we should just end it. quick. i can't give him my all at this point in my life.. especially under circumstances. i have all this family b.s, plus, im a fulltime nanny. cute? AS well as the fact that im six fucking teen. ty.
my sisters home... and i havent really got to spend anytime with her. they went on a vacay without me. although i heard it wasn't grand like it used to be. good job heather, fucking up mom and dad's marriage, as WELL as fucking up the one time a year, week long, family vacation. youuuu rock.
have you ever had those points in your life..... where you wish you could just go through and pick out all of the negative energy? then you might not HAVE problems?
sure, i make some stupid choices... but at least i know who i am, and who i want to be...
<3<3