Apr 12, 2004 20:39
TODAY is the day folks, that i get my shit together. no more mistakes(which is inevitable, but specific mistakes) no more fuck ups. NO one, and i repeat NO one, has to have alcohol to have a good time. and you dont realize how much that is true, until you hurt the people/ a person you really care about, over a stupid intoxication. and i really need to get that message through my head.
this is for real. i wont go into detail, for your sake, my lj friends.
Just when you think life can't fuck you up anymore, if gives you one more push.( psh, dont be dirrty, whores. im not meaning this literally) my parents might be divorcing.
mom left me here with dad for a week. this is good, considering we dont even GET along.
afterschool was beautiful. stace and i went to sarahs. hung out with jesse and chris for a bit, then picked up boone. went and had a feast at sonic with them. then went and feasted yet AGAIN at taco bell. psh, fucking fat ass. stave and i drove around with no pants on. it was so effing hot, we couldn't help ourselves. went on a scenic drive. twas peaceful.
on the way home i noticed i was given a car with almost no brakes. YES, my friend. i realized this when i nearly re-ended someone with my no brake self. high five.
went by "his" house... cried a little. came home.
went to the gym. exciting.
and here i am now, debating how to write ms. cribbs essay. this, is gay.