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i really hate it how you could know someone for your whole entire life, and then one day, they suddenly act like theyve never seen you before in your life.
its shallow when people let their greed and pride overcome love and family. i could never find myself stooping down to that level.
when youre young, you dont see your material posessions. you see the sun, the grass stains on your knees, the laughter, the fun. but as you grow older, the sun becomes dark, the grass stains become your scars, the laughter turns into tears, and the fun becomes pain.
this never has to happen, if you just remember whats important in life. but for some people, its hard when people keep pushing money and clothes and toys and so much other shit, tempting your kind heart to become cold and empty, so all it has time to think about is itself.
How i ever associated myself with these kind of people, i dont know. I dont know when we met, how it happened, what we did together, but i know what we had in common.
We were family.
And we loved eachother. We didnt see their mansion, their nice cars, their golf course... we only saw the back yard, the swing set. The big tree in the front was our hideout...the family dog was the shark, circling our ship. In our hearts, we knew this was all we needed. Our imaginations, and us. We were best friends, captains, pirates, princesses, rock climbers...cousins.
I guess this is what happens when you become a teenager. Your imagination molds into articles from teen magazines, and your only friends are people who will make you popular. You dont know whats good for you anymore, because somewhere down the road in your happy childhood, some evil stranger whispered in your delicate ear and told you that this was all make-believe, and your poor mind believed it. I wish i could have stopped them, told them to leave you alone. I want us to be friends still.
But I guess I'll just sit here with a plastered smile, pretending everythings all right with me, until you figgure it out.
hmmm my cousin sent me that...it kinda made me depressed...well not really...but its kinda true in some respects.....but neways that kinda sux lol...i wonder if she wrote that? hmmm ok whatever....ah omg you guys my parents are outa town and my grandma.ahhhhh is here omg i think im gunna go crazy...haha im so mean....but shes really annoying.....she like came into my room this morning three times and woke me up really early....haha well not that early but compared to what time i went to bed and woke up it was early lol...i was thinking like what the crap im trying to sleep here...shes like yelling my name...ok respect my elders respect my elders..ok im alright now lol....right well i really wanna get a digital camera so i can post pics and stuff...omg i really want to see that movie A Lot Like Love. it looks so cute lol.......stephanie and katie creepy creeps are still creeping me out today hahak *comment*