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I slept/laid in bed for about 7 hours today after taking finals and watching the inauguration. I felt like a major nerd because I realized that when Obama "screwed up" the oath, I knew he didn't, really. Chief Justice Roberts read it wrong.
I’m starting to get sick of the kind of knowledge I have. I’m great for knowing a little tiny bit about a lot of things; I’m sure I know something about most things, but sometimes I’d like to know a lot about important things.
It also hit me that apparently the school year is half over? Yeah, that fact sort of escaped me despite my (probably) obnoxious rambling about how I’m glad the new semester is starting. I’m not even sure if that’s true. What is true is that I wanted to get some things done by now that I know won't.
I always want to do things and go places with people, but I can never think of anything interesting. I think up weird fantasies about friends and adults and teachers a lot. Just weird random stuff of how people would react to different things. It’s odd thinking about my relationships with people. Sometimes I do ridiculous and absurd things for people to bring them closer, and then I push people away that are just as nice and I like just as much. Then some of the people I like most I push away and try to reel in all at the same time so I feel like I'm just running around in circles with them and nothing of any consequence really happens. That's what it feels like anyway.
I’m starting to get sick of the kind of knowledge I have. I’m great for knowing a little tiny bit about a lot of things; I’m sure I know something about most things, but sometimes I’d like to know a lot about important things.
It also hit me that apparently the school year is half over? Yeah, that fact sort of escaped me despite my (probably) obnoxious rambling about how I’m glad the new semester is starting. I’m not even sure if that’s true. What is true is that I wanted to get some things done by now that I know won't.
I always want to do things and go places with people, but I can never think of anything interesting. I think up weird fantasies about friends and adults and teachers a lot. Just weird random stuff of how people would react to different things. It’s odd thinking about my relationships with people. Sometimes I do ridiculous and absurd things for people to bring them closer, and then I push people away that are just as nice and I like just as much. Then some of the people I like most I push away and try to reel in all at the same time so I feel like I'm just running around in circles with them and nothing of any consequence really happens. That's what it feels like anyway.