Yeah...big update
So yeah, I figured I'd update. I've got a lot going on right now even though it wouldn't look like it by the naked eye. I've been trying to get into grad school, find a job, get out of debt, find a way to pay my upcoming debt...blah blah blah blah blah... So yeah, sleepin hasn't been easy lately. I know I have so much responsibilities now and i'm slacking off. I know i'm puttin my mother through hell right now and I can only thank God that she hasn't cut me off... I think she knows that one day I will repay her everything I owe her. My head can't get straight. I need to get the hell out of this valley. I wish I had something to look forward to getting up tomorrow but...I seriously don't...sooo much on my mind, noone will ever know. If I end up dead, you guys can assume I either died of stress related heart attack or something else, haha.
This weekend was pretty good. Me and Billy Nap drove down to PSU to pick up KM and Ken. Friday night we went out and had a going away party for the K-Man. It seems like someone else packs up and gets out of here every day. I wish tomorrow would be my day. Saturday we went out and took KM out to a bar, it was a good time, had some food, played some darts, watched PSU go 5-0. Saturday night we played some cards out at Weisen's then came back and went to sleep. Today was pretty beat. I sat at home all day by myself and watched football and Lost but there was no good football on today. Speakin' of Lost...I'm addicted...well I was addicted. I managed to kill the entire season 1 already. KM's not too far behind me though. He's lovin' it too. well this sucks... I don't really have anyone to talk to and I highly doubt anyone reads this stupid shit, especially after I haven't updated in MONTHS...who knows. I feel like Tom Hank's character on Cast Away in my own home. I dunno why...I just feel like I just sit around and talk to myself and noone even seems to notice. eh...who cares...noone knows how I feel anyways...
This weekend was pretty good. Me and Billy Nap drove down to PSU to pick up KM and Ken. Friday night we went out and had a going away party for the K-Man. It seems like someone else packs up and gets out of here every day. I wish tomorrow would be my day. Saturday we went out and took KM out to a bar, it was a good time, had some food, played some darts, watched PSU go 5-0. Saturday night we played some cards out at Weisen's then came back and went to sleep. Today was pretty beat. I sat at home all day by myself and watched football and Lost but there was no good football on today. Speakin' of Lost...I'm addicted...well I was addicted. I managed to kill the entire season 1 already. KM's not too far behind me though. He's lovin' it too. well this sucks... I don't really have anyone to talk to and I highly doubt anyone reads this stupid shit, especially after I haven't updated in MONTHS...who knows. I feel like Tom Hank's character on Cast Away in my own home. I dunno why...I just feel like I just sit around and talk to myself and noone even seems to notice. eh...who cares...noone knows how I feel anyways...