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I've been so fucking sad lately. I cannot even explain why, because I don't know.
I want more than anything to be happy again.
It might be the weather, who knows.
But I wake each morning wishing i could just sleep forever.
I cry everyday now, the littlest thing can set me into tears.
I don't like this one bit.
I think too much work has set me into a sort of depression.
I'm sick of worrying about finances
and I'm work of worrying about other people.
I just want to fucking take off and leave all of you (with the exception of a few) behind.
Because honestly, I probably don't give a fuck about you.
When was the last time you checked to see if i was alright?
Yeah, thats what I thought.
Oh but wait, when you need me, I'd better be there.
Because I'm just a fucking peice of shit.
Sometimes i feel like I don't deserve to live.
I hate feeling like this, so much.
Please ignore this .
I want more than anything to be happy again.
It might be the weather, who knows.
But I wake each morning wishing i could just sleep forever.
I cry everyday now, the littlest thing can set me into tears.
I don't like this one bit.
I think too much work has set me into a sort of depression.
I'm sick of worrying about finances
and I'm work of worrying about other people.
I just want to fucking take off and leave all of you (with the exception of a few) behind.
Because honestly, I probably don't give a fuck about you.
When was the last time you checked to see if i was alright?
Yeah, thats what I thought.
Oh but wait, when you need me, I'd better be there.
Because I'm just a fucking peice of shit.
Sometimes i feel like I don't deserve to live.
I hate feeling like this, so much.
Please ignore this .