ive seen more guts in 11 yr old kids
its crazy how just sitting here with my headphones on just makes me really happy. getting to listen to my music and not um like every one elses that gets blasted here at the dorms.. bc well not every one listens to brand new or modest mouse.. or radio head... they like big popa wich heh i do to but not when its 7am and i dont have to be at class till 11am.
so like um hey i love life right now. everything seems to be perfect.... cept for mah grades.... those on the otha hand not so hot.. but its weird i just DONT care... i dono i feel like i have so much other stuff to worry about... even though grades are a big thing... i feel like i have some more important stuff.. i just um dont really know exactly what they are yet... but ill find out.
ive been thinking about alot of things lately... like how i need an ipod or something to listen to.. because i love listening to music and just thinking about things... and i havent been able to do that here and i just feel stressd out bc it helps me calm down about stuff.. although i really havent been tp stressed out. not like before when you could catch me at points practically ripping out my hair in anger. now things are different.. things are better.. i really am excited to snowboard this winter.. i cant wait.. but its still a while. JAN 1ST!! but the only down fall... gas to drive to ellicotville like 2-3 times a week ahhhh i wish i had like a cabin there where i could just live in during winter break.
im gona miss some stuff... like a whole lot.
dono what im gona do. ill push it to the back of my mind.. until i really have to worry.
On a mountain he sits, not of gold but of sin
through the blood he can learn, see the life that it turn
From council of one
He'll decide when he's done with the innocent
so like um hey i love life right now. everything seems to be perfect.... cept for mah grades.... those on the otha hand not so hot.. but its weird i just DONT care... i dono i feel like i have so much other stuff to worry about... even though grades are a big thing... i feel like i have some more important stuff.. i just um dont really know exactly what they are yet... but ill find out.
ive been thinking about alot of things lately... like how i need an ipod or something to listen to.. because i love listening to music and just thinking about things... and i havent been able to do that here and i just feel stressd out bc it helps me calm down about stuff.. although i really havent been tp stressed out. not like before when you could catch me at points practically ripping out my hair in anger. now things are different.. things are better.. i really am excited to snowboard this winter.. i cant wait.. but its still a while. JAN 1ST!! but the only down fall... gas to drive to ellicotville like 2-3 times a week ahhhh i wish i had like a cabin there where i could just live in during winter break.
im gona miss some stuff... like a whole lot.
dono what im gona do. ill push it to the back of my mind.. until i really have to worry.
On a mountain he sits, not of gold but of sin
through the blood he can learn, see the life that it turn
From council of one
He'll decide when he's done with the innocent