do you ever seem so upset that you cant put anything into words??
i am...
somtimes i just dont know what to say to somethings, i wish i could go back and make things different. or what would be better is to not even know what happened.
I DONT WANA KNOW ABOUT THAT PART OF YOUR LIFE
i hope things get different. i dont liek putting my emotions in the hands of other people
because i feel like my friends. dont wana be there ne more. none of us are making time for eachother and those who try to... dont even seem like they want to see the other person. because. there too caught up in what isnt real. i was with you that night, and you thankd me.. but u thought it was an obligation. they left and i was still there... they went out. i still made time. i dont understand you anymore..
we were there for eachother and we always will be. there may be some things we dont agree with. some choices some faces. but how can it just disapear.. jsut because i dont go to the same school.. im still 5 mins away.. the only one that keeps contact with me is the one whose 45 mins away. because hes my bestfriend.
i miss dan bellari. i miss the times where we said hey whatd u wana do, i dono your the guest... i never thought id miss being bored.. i miss the talks, the walks, the times we had. i miss every one. i miss myself.
i need to get strong.thanks
sorry
for this
so thats where i say..
L.G. F.U.A.D