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mhm, jess being emotional.
i hate being depressed, constantly, theres always something to bring me down. im so sick of it.
like i look back on today and it was fun. the day was full of laughter. and that was at school.
now at home, it was me and mikey until 5, i love that kid, today was amazing. and then my mom comes home and we go right back out. nothing wrong.
but im so depressed right now. but why?
i feel so empty inside. and i really dont know why!
i hate the little fucking word. "why" god damn it, if it had arms and legs i soo would fight it.
so lets cross off my day at school and day at home.
next thing, dan. nope thats not it. he tapped me on the arm today and that made me happy. so im not all like boohooo hoo i dont talk to dan.
then theres my dad, nope, nothing.
fuck, im depressed and i dont know why. today was a perfect day compared to everything else. i just feel like crying, for no reason.
im not too much of an emotionally stabled person.
oh yea, i wanna go to homecoming just to dress up and then go bowling or something, so everyone go and be a dateless loser with me. it will be funny, i promise.
i hate being depressed, constantly, theres always something to bring me down. im so sick of it.
like i look back on today and it was fun. the day was full of laughter. and that was at school.
now at home, it was me and mikey until 5, i love that kid, today was amazing. and then my mom comes home and we go right back out. nothing wrong.
but im so depressed right now. but why?
i feel so empty inside. and i really dont know why!
i hate the little fucking word. "why" god damn it, if it had arms and legs i soo would fight it.
so lets cross off my day at school and day at home.
next thing, dan. nope thats not it. he tapped me on the arm today and that made me happy. so im not all like boohooo hoo i dont talk to dan.
then theres my dad, nope, nothing.
fuck, im depressed and i dont know why. today was a perfect day compared to everything else. i just feel like crying, for no reason.
im not too much of an emotionally stabled person.
oh yea, i wanna go to homecoming just to dress up and then go bowling or something, so everyone go and be a dateless loser with me. it will be funny, i promise.