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Feeling the need to post something positive and upbeat because well, I mean... you see the comments on the last entry I made. And I haven't posted a really GOOD entry lately, I've been all whiny and emo. Bllleeeeergh on the emo-ness. My brain needs to get over it.
I told someone that I had a crush on her last night. *smile* I don't know why it took me as long as it did to tell her, I'm normally really honest and upfront regarding my attractions to people. I guess it's partially because it's a bit harder to tell friend-feelings from romantic-feelings when it's someone of the same gender, for me at least. I didn't want to say something and get into something only to discover that I acted too fast and didn't really want it, you know? It could have gotten really awkward. >.>
Anyway. It makes me happy to know that she knows how I feel, even if neither of us are actually completely certain how we feel. I like being honest about this stuff, because tiptoeing around it is just too stressful. It could still get really awkward, but I don't see why it should. I mean, her knowing how I feel doesn't change how I feel. We're both exactly the same as before only a bit more knowledgeable. Right? I hope so. ^.^
I took the cutest picture of my rats today. I was letting them free-range in the bathroom while IMing some people and generally wasting time online. Renji sat on the back of my neck FOREVER. I went to get some food, and when I came back they were all really quiet. I didn't really worry about it, but a few minutes later they were still pretty inactive, so I looked over to see what they were doing, and saw this:
I went and got my camera and snapped two pictures before picking them all up and carrying them back to their cage. I have no idea why they sat in one place for that long, but it was certainly adorable.
I really think I ought to try and get more music from a band called Stars. The name intrigues me, and so does the music I've found on Youtube. I had almost forgotten about them, and then I read through some of my past entries a little while ago and realized that I should listen to them again, because they were cool.
I'm going to start a fanfiction with
aussiemozzie sometime soon I think. We'll see, we had talked about doing it during the month of July, but I don't know if we can since we never actually talk to or see one another anymore. Our schedules are completely opposite, it seems, and we're both quite busy.
My socks have cute little red and pink hearts on them, with silver lines going through. They sparkle a little and that makes me happy because sparkley things are and always have been pretty much amazing.
Remember that entry a while back about me not having the drive to write anymore? I think I've almost got to a place where I can start writing again. That really excites me.
Just to make this entry a bit longer, as if I'm not taking up enough space already:
Lyrics for the song I'm listening to. I'm in love with it.
in the year of my decline
sucking freezies in the rain
driving twisted in the suburbs
and then driving back again
seventeen and half alive
headlights illuminate the school
inhale the powder from the science class, yeah nearly dying felt so cool
your face is all that hasnt changed
youre reassembled just like me
but when i reach to touch your hand
you stroke mine gently
all i want is one more chance to be young and wild and free
all i want is one more chance to show you,
you were right for me
you were right for me
im back in gym and its the same
as my name tag floats away
i had 6 too many drinks last night yes
and thats why i made you stay
plus i always wanted you
you liked to rock it in your car
you said you didnt understand me
because i always tried to see too far
well Tainted Love's too fast to dance to
so lets leave them all behind
they hated us with everything they had
and we hated them in kind
all i want is one more chance
to be young and wild and free
all i want is one more chance to show you,
you were right for me
reunion, reunion..reunion, reunion...
And yes, I could hide this entry behind a cut but I don't want to. So there. XD
I told someone that I had a crush on her last night. *smile* I don't know why it took me as long as it did to tell her, I'm normally really honest and upfront regarding my attractions to people. I guess it's partially because it's a bit harder to tell friend-feelings from romantic-feelings when it's someone of the same gender, for me at least. I didn't want to say something and get into something only to discover that I acted too fast and didn't really want it, you know? It could have gotten really awkward. >.>
Anyway. It makes me happy to know that she knows how I feel, even if neither of us are actually completely certain how we feel. I like being honest about this stuff, because tiptoeing around it is just too stressful. It could still get really awkward, but I don't see why it should. I mean, her knowing how I feel doesn't change how I feel. We're both exactly the same as before only a bit more knowledgeable. Right? I hope so. ^.^
I took the cutest picture of my rats today. I was letting them free-range in the bathroom while IMing some people and generally wasting time online. Renji sat on the back of my neck FOREVER. I went to get some food, and when I came back they were all really quiet. I didn't really worry about it, but a few minutes later they were still pretty inactive, so I looked over to see what they were doing, and saw this:
I went and got my camera and snapped two pictures before picking them all up and carrying them back to their cage. I have no idea why they sat in one place for that long, but it was certainly adorable.
I really think I ought to try and get more music from a band called Stars. The name intrigues me, and so does the music I've found on Youtube. I had almost forgotten about them, and then I read through some of my past entries a little while ago and realized that I should listen to them again, because they were cool.
I'm going to start a fanfiction with
aussiemozzie sometime soon I think. We'll see, we had talked about doing it during the month of July, but I don't know if we can since we never actually talk to or see one another anymore. Our schedules are completely opposite, it seems, and we're both quite busy.
My socks have cute little red and pink hearts on them, with silver lines going through. They sparkle a little and that makes me happy because sparkley things are and always have been pretty much amazing.
Remember that entry a while back about me not having the drive to write anymore? I think I've almost got to a place where I can start writing again. That really excites me.
Just to make this entry a bit longer, as if I'm not taking up enough space already:
Lyrics for the song I'm listening to. I'm in love with it.
in the year of my decline
sucking freezies in the rain
driving twisted in the suburbs
and then driving back again
seventeen and half alive
headlights illuminate the school
inhale the powder from the science class, yeah nearly dying felt so cool
your face is all that hasnt changed
youre reassembled just like me
but when i reach to touch your hand
you stroke mine gently
all i want is one more chance to be young and wild and free
all i want is one more chance to show you,
you were right for me
you were right for me
im back in gym and its the same
as my name tag floats away
i had 6 too many drinks last night yes
and thats why i made you stay
plus i always wanted you
you liked to rock it in your car
you said you didnt understand me
because i always tried to see too far
well Tainted Love's too fast to dance to
so lets leave them all behind
they hated us with everything they had
and we hated them in kind
all i want is one more chance
to be young and wild and free
all i want is one more chance to show you,
you were right for me
reunion, reunion..reunion, reunion...
And yes, I could hide this entry behind a cut but I don't want to. So there. XD