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ima bit pissed. i have nothing on my pc cos it got completed formatted. not impressed.
in other news, friday i went to the fight (yay..) with panks , drunk a bit so was a bit tipsy, i met the fight ;] hahahaha and i took a picture of panks, simon and ...whatserface, the lead singer. panks was propa shaking aw bless.
i was well nervous cos i wrote a letter for jack and i was gunna give it to him. in the end i got anna too after i left to go to a party with rob, panks, ema and lorna, completely last minute, well good. we weren't allowed into the party,so we trekked back to simon's, watched t.v. for a bit then made it a mish to go to rob's.
SO FUNNY. absolutely loved it. so many pictures taken, good, bad, funny, they were so awesome. lorna got with simon... i had to share a bed with rob and ema. last time i crashed out with rob i managed to 'hog the sofa like a bitch' according to him :p this time we actually kicked him out.!
for ages it was me, simon, rob and panks, and we played drums and i was impressed with myself cos i went running on rob's treadmill. omagoddd he has THEEE nicest house, ever. fact. it's well lush. and i was propa enjoying it when rob and simon were dancing to some dance music, well amaze. actually made my day.
then i went home and got ready and came back out again. i downed a lot of bailey's, just to gain some confidence in case i had to talk to jack. i bet he thinks i'm well weird. : [[[[[
we went to some park party, got bored, went skating, then panks and kaela came back and crashed at mine. first of all we met some of my drunken school mates including my year10 lover hahaha, aw he was so fucked. then we got to mine at about 10ish. we shared my bed.:| evenutally i moved cos i felt well sad. ive completely fucked things up with jack, completely. i feel like such a mess. why did i do it? why was i such a dick? i really like him now, and now he's not sure, when he used to like 'obsess' over me, according to my mates.. and i've got 'evidence' that rob likes me, but i'm not convinced anymore, and i'm not sure if i like him... i think, i do, but, i've had so much with jack i just wanna hold onto it. julie was like, 'don't give up, don't give up, you can't give this all up'. i'm not, but i think jack has.
in other news, friday i went to the fight (yay..) with panks , drunk a bit so was a bit tipsy, i met the fight ;] hahahaha and i took a picture of panks, simon and ...whatserface, the lead singer. panks was propa shaking aw bless.
i was well nervous cos i wrote a letter for jack and i was gunna give it to him. in the end i got anna too after i left to go to a party with rob, panks, ema and lorna, completely last minute, well good. we weren't allowed into the party,so we trekked back to simon's, watched t.v. for a bit then made it a mish to go to rob's.
SO FUNNY. absolutely loved it. so many pictures taken, good, bad, funny, they were so awesome. lorna got with simon... i had to share a bed with rob and ema. last time i crashed out with rob i managed to 'hog the sofa like a bitch' according to him :p this time we actually kicked him out.!
for ages it was me, simon, rob and panks, and we played drums and i was impressed with myself cos i went running on rob's treadmill. omagoddd he has THEEE nicest house, ever. fact. it's well lush. and i was propa enjoying it when rob and simon were dancing to some dance music, well amaze. actually made my day.
then i went home and got ready and came back out again. i downed a lot of bailey's, just to gain some confidence in case i had to talk to jack. i bet he thinks i'm well weird. : [[[[[
we went to some park party, got bored, went skating, then panks and kaela came back and crashed at mine. first of all we met some of my drunken school mates including my year10 lover hahaha, aw he was so fucked. then we got to mine at about 10ish. we shared my bed.:| evenutally i moved cos i felt well sad. ive completely fucked things up with jack, completely. i feel like such a mess. why did i do it? why was i such a dick? i really like him now, and now he's not sure, when he used to like 'obsess' over me, according to my mates.. and i've got 'evidence' that rob likes me, but i'm not convinced anymore, and i'm not sure if i like him... i think, i do, but, i've had so much with jack i just wanna hold onto it. julie was like, 'don't give up, don't give up, you can't give this all up'. i'm not, but i think jack has.