Aug 17, 2010 00:33
I wish I could find time to have a break. But I can't, EOYs is in one and half months' time. I wish I could stay home and rest for as long as I want. But I can't, EOYs is in one and half months' time. I wish our workload could lighten just a bit. But I can't, EOYs is in one and half months' time. I wish teachers will stop stressing how near 'O' levels are to us when we are only sec 3. But I can't, because they are really near us.
Everything is involving studies. One day, Imma die due to all these stress
I wish I could talk to him. But I can't, because I know he doesn't want me to bother him. I wish I could smile and say hi. But I can't, because I know he'll find me annoying. I wish I could tell him how I truly feels. But I can't, because his friends will make fun of him and he doesn't really gives a shit about how I feels, besides, he's not interested in me.
Everything seems to be making me think about him. One day, Imma really have tears rolling down in public, where he will also be there to watch, maybe laugh along with his friends too?
A lot of things start with I wish, and usually ends with but I can't sentence. If things are easy, it's not life anymore. I'm a fighter, I know I can do it, and I will do it. All these things revolving around me, fear me, for I will be able to find the strength to resist you.
P.S: Wordy post, sorry.... Din't have time to go out/take pictures or any shit. Tht's busy bee Fion.