Korra's expression is my permanent one
Feeling really blergy today. Every day. I'm sluggish, tired, drained of energy. Not fun. I don't want to do anything, not even work on customs which should tell you something. I just kind of want to sit and zone out. I've been drawing more lately so that's good I guess. Ponies are starting to come easier so hopefully I'll be able to graduate to other things at some point. Simple stuff first, harder stuff later.
I have the entire weekend to myself...well today and tomorrow and that counts as a weekend. My mother practically begged me to come down and watch the opening ceremonies with them tonight so I think I'll do that. Despite her preaching, fanatical outbursts of crazy-person praying and otherwise outward indifference to what's going on, I know she's worried about me and I think my going down tonight will be good for both of us. I just wish it wasn't a twenty-minute drive. That just sounds exhausting to me right now. But I'll go...probably bring my sketch book or Eugene to have something to do during slow or boring times. She wants me to spend the night but that is not a thing that will happen.
I miss people I don't talk to anymore. And there are more than a few. I just suck as a friend. I realize I push people away as soon as either they get too close or something feels off. I figure it's easier for me to leave them than they leave me. I do it a lot and I seem to do it often.
Think it's time for a nap.
I have the entire weekend to myself...well today and tomorrow and that counts as a weekend. My mother practically begged me to come down and watch the opening ceremonies with them tonight so I think I'll do that. Despite her preaching, fanatical outbursts of crazy-person praying and otherwise outward indifference to what's going on, I know she's worried about me and I think my going down tonight will be good for both of us. I just wish it wasn't a twenty-minute drive. That just sounds exhausting to me right now. But I'll go...probably bring my sketch book or Eugene to have something to do during slow or boring times. She wants me to spend the night but that is not a thing that will happen.
I miss people I don't talk to anymore. And there are more than a few. I just suck as a friend. I realize I push people away as soon as either they get too close or something feels off. I figure it's easier for me to leave them than they leave me. I do it a lot and I seem to do it often.
Think it's time for a nap.