Meh
There is something definitely wrong with me, and it's not my mental status. Besides my hands constantly aching and practically snarling at me for even moving them, I am sleeping like a newborn baby. I slept 11 hours last night, an hour more than the ten I have been averaging the past week or two. And I get up, I have coffee to wake up, and about two hours later I am ready to crash again. It's not depression, though that has been something that's been trying to kick me down and I am not letting it win. Is it because I'm in pain all day? Would that really do it? I don't even know.
Along with or besides that, I'm forgetting things. The other night when my dad asked me what I had for dinner the night before (to make sure he wasn't making something I just had) I sat there for at least a half hour trying to remember. Then on the way home, Heather asked me what I had for dinner and I couldn't remember part of it. I had to call my mom and ask her what we had. And there have been other things, small things, bits of conversation I just completely forget having. It's freaking me out.
Anyway, in other more upbeat news, I got some fabulous trim for my Rarity pillow! Because nothing less than frilly and fabulous would do of course. Plus I have the Twilight mask to finish and I'm going to make my second Pinkie Pie into Crazy!Pinkie with the straight hair and the freakish eyes. Because I kind of love the crazies. I'm starting slow with customs because I'm scared! At some point I'm going to attempt an Octavia, though. Because she and Lyra have always been my favorite background ponies. Besides Derpy of course.
I'm also going to re-transfer all of my icons to this journal. Slowly, so as not to spam my flist. I need to kind of gather all my stuff in some general areas instead of flinging wide everything I'm into. I never go to Insanejoural unless it's to update my icons. So that's just dumb. I'm done with journal-based rps so...seems kinda pointless.
And I'm still not happy with my layout. My purple one was nice but...I don't know. I might go back to it until I can find something I actually really like. I'm just too darn picky!
Along with or besides that, I'm forgetting things. The other night when my dad asked me what I had for dinner the night before (to make sure he wasn't making something I just had) I sat there for at least a half hour trying to remember. Then on the way home, Heather asked me what I had for dinner and I couldn't remember part of it. I had to call my mom and ask her what we had. And there have been other things, small things, bits of conversation I just completely forget having. It's freaking me out.
Anyway, in other more upbeat news, I got some fabulous trim for my Rarity pillow! Because nothing less than frilly and fabulous would do of course. Plus I have the Twilight mask to finish and I'm going to make my second Pinkie Pie into Crazy!Pinkie with the straight hair and the freakish eyes. Because I kind of love the crazies. I'm starting slow with customs because I'm scared! At some point I'm going to attempt an Octavia, though. Because she and Lyra have always been my favorite background ponies. Besides Derpy of course.
I'm also going to re-transfer all of my icons to this journal. Slowly, so as not to spam my flist. I need to kind of gather all my stuff in some general areas instead of flinging wide everything I'm into. I never go to Insanejoural unless it's to update my icons. So that's just dumb. I'm done with journal-based rps so...seems kinda pointless.
And I'm still not happy with my layout. My purple one was nice but...I don't know. I might go back to it until I can find something I actually really like. I'm just too darn picky!