289 and for that, i love being miserable
TMD = thanks my dear...........
so, tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd for putting me through this.
For the longest time my life was primarily about.. getting good feelings. Good feelings only, bad feelings are the dirtiest things on earth- they still are. Somehow, bad feelings are the cause of all trouble, god of all evil, epitome of satan, mastermind of all crime, whatever. Sure, following your feelings means, following your heart. Whenever you lose your way, an epiphany of 'ah, just follow your heart' appears and that's a step into salvation. But I realised, some people follow their heart too much that they exploit this purpose, at the expense of too many things. Too many valuable, precious assets that could have brought more meaning to their miniscule lives. When you follow your heart just for the sake of pursuing fleeting moments of happiness, this happiness is only temporary- and the more you seek it, the faster it will flee.
so, tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd tmd for putting me through this.
For the longest time my life was primarily about.. getting good feelings. Good feelings only, bad feelings are the dirtiest things on earth- they still are. Somehow, bad feelings are the cause of all trouble, god of all evil, epitome of satan, mastermind of all crime, whatever. Sure, following your feelings means, following your heart. Whenever you lose your way, an epiphany of 'ah, just follow your heart' appears and that's a step into salvation. But I realised, some people follow their heart too much that they exploit this purpose, at the expense of too many things. Too many valuable, precious assets that could have brought more meaning to their miniscule lives. When you follow your heart just for the sake of pursuing fleeting moments of happiness, this happiness is only temporary- and the more you seek it, the faster it will flee.