274 sorta like a dream, no, better

Aug 25, 2008 19:48

we are all selfish people in our own way. some more selfish than others, some less. thing is, how do we measure who is more and who is less? why isn't there equity in giving? yala ok this is getting no where... recently i've been too lazy to think so i think less. and promos are coming, makes me even lazier to think!!!wtf. sigh, i, SIMchapua, just want a SIMple life with a SIMple plan :(. virtually impossible

watching money not enough 2 with yj today made me feel...kind of emotionally detached. on purpose. i didn't cry cos of that. I have a feeling i'm building something. maybe like a border.... you know like those kind between north korea and south korea super strong and alot of army. ok not funny. ytd I was watching videos on bbc.com. P.S: only for highly intellectually stimulated beings (^^) and it was rly scary to see how the north korean refugees have to travel illegally across so many borders, from NK to China all the way down to Laos and then to Thailand's South Korean Embassy (China has an agreement with NK to send back all the refugees they capture so they can't go to the SK embassy in china) just to get defected to SK. The risks taken just for freedom. We take our blessings for granted, we know that.

ytd my tution teacher made me feel slightly enlightened (though not academically, unfortunately), to the extent that i should set myself on fire hahaha (when there's nothing left to burn). humji kia sitting on the fence. i think at the age of 17, i can't identify what's creeping inside this half-child half-adult being. maybe a monster.
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