my world has shifted & i can't catch up
things constantly change for most people.
but for me, things usually just stay the same til that one moment in time that i need some constant factor that i can hold on to.
that's when things decide to change for me.
and that moment has finally come.
it's scary, mostly because i'm not so used to change.
and it hurts a little, because i don't deal with change well.
but i think i've accepted it that there are reasons why things change. and only good can come out of it.
but mainly, its just sad.
change wasnt necessary right now.
it came so quickly.
or maybe it was long overdue.
but for me, things usually just stay the same til that one moment in time that i need some constant factor that i can hold on to.
that's when things decide to change for me.
and that moment has finally come.
it's scary, mostly because i'm not so used to change.
and it hurts a little, because i don't deal with change well.
but i think i've accepted it that there are reasons why things change. and only good can come out of it.
but mainly, its just sad.
change wasnt necessary right now.
it came so quickly.
or maybe it was long overdue.