May 24, 2004 20:05
YAY! im gonna be 17 this weekend... gonna try and make it so i dont have to work this weekend b/c that would really suck! really wanna do something this weekend for my b-day but im not sure who i would want to come... to me, may ppl have changed and i dunno if i really wanna be around them that much! but whatever! this school year is almost over and everyone seems to change, or maybe, i have changed and i just think differently about ppl. either away it was weird at first but now i really dont care anymore, got pissy at first but i dont care anymore.. i probably wont see these people after high school anyways so it doesnt really matter!
work is fun. my manager is really nice, he hired a 22 year old girl today and she is starting tomorrow so i wont get to work as much but yet i will still have a job and a life and not just a job!
my dad was out of town for a week and a half and my mom seemed so much happier but now that he is back, she is back to her old self.. i wish my dad would go away more often b/c for the most part, my brother listens and my mom seems so much happier!.. so much happened when he was gone and he really didnt care when he came back! makes me feel great but thats my lovely family!
been having lots of mood swings which puts me in really bad moods and makes me think lots.. thinking always isnt good... its really weird and i dunno y! but o well i will get through whatever i have to!!
next year is coming to fast and i have no idea what im gonna do after school, i dunno if im gonna go to college or just get a job or what!? dunno! dont kno who im gonna hang out with, or who will i stay friends with after high school!? dunno! i really dont know what is going to happen to me but i hope everything works out good for me, or at least ok!!
WHATEVER!! dont really care about many things anymore.. guess u can say im in a kinda depressed mood right now!
~ally
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