Open for the public
So it seem's that people are trying rather hard to see whats going on in my life. I've had this for some time but i just left all my other ones private, don't go all needy on me you are lucky to even get this. So to leave were I left off.... B's leaving soon which will suck, but at least she will be happy. It just gives me more of a reason to get to New York sooner. Jamie, Savy and I are going up soon. right after x-mas i think. but then again i am not really sure it all matters on how i am feeling. I can't wait to see my family it has been a whole year I have never gone this long with out seeing my New York. Savy's getting so big i wish icould just pause this. My Grandma and Grandda should be down soon which makes me smile i can't wait to see them again it's been around 4 months. I have a very close family so to not see them that long is a big deal. Well i take that back some of my family are close some aren't on such good terms now. To say the least haha. Try not to laugh while readin this Lanie. I haven't talked to Mike in a little bit i'm not sure if i should email him or not so more then likely i just wont. Jamie doesn't like the idea of us talking he thinks i should just drop it and leave it be, i'm starting to see he is right. I used to want him in my life so bad but now not so much. Jerry and Gladys are back in NSB this weekend. Val came up here with them i guess, which means Jerry has to leave on Monday. Gladys is going to stay and Jerry will be back for Holloween. I can't wait to see Savy all dressed up. Jamie just brought Savy in here because she was saying 'mommy mommy" over and over again when she got in here she stopped and reached for me. Today she turns 11 months old. One month till we will have a one year old. I can't believe it has been a year. It hardly feels like a week. I really just want to go home and watch a movie cuddle and pass out. But i guess Val and Ron are going to come over they are going to get wasted and i am going to end up driving everyone home while reminding them that i cant drink a million times lol. I got to stop Jamie from getting strawberry cream i dont think i can take 6 hours of ummm Naming the bunnies? (i miss you amanda! lol) tonight unless i get a nap. Savys going to be staying the night here with Gladys and Jerry so he can see her a lot before he leaves. the breaks nice but god iam going to miss her. guess everyone is ready to get out of here. See ya.