Just the way it works.
Haven't posted in a few days. Well i have but they have been priavte. Worrys about the baby and about family. So I'm sick and i blame Jamie. who wont walk near me b/c he doesnt want me getting him sick. He got home around 8pm rushed in saying that we had to hurry. I made him food got dressed got the baby dressed and left. Went to winndixie to get baby milk, Stopped by his moms to pick up Gladys. Went to walmart for two hours. I kept kissing jamie and he would kiss me back then remember that i was sick and whine i would just laugh. Savy had to touch EVERYTHING! She got a few new toys due to MeMaw couldnt say no.Shes such a freaking cutie. Saw Sarah Race in the parking lot. Saw Abbes in walmart. Which shocked me b/c she sneaked by me and took savy out of the cart so when i turned around she was gone. It scared the crap out of me until i heard Abbes laughing at me. Saw a few others that arent worth naming. ugh no make up in the world can cover a hickie. I could beat him. I guess i gotta stop callin Savy the baby. Next month she will be one years old! I was walkin around in walmart feelin like poop, lookin like poop. Looked at jamie and just started smiling he was dancin around in some silly hat while savy laughed at him. He makes me so happy it hurts. Gladys is mad that we don't know if we will be making it down south for thanksgiving. I'm not okay with leaving my mom alone on thanksgiving she has never had a to spend a holiday by herself and i promised when my dad died that she wouldnt have too. I thought Gladys would understand that but i guess not. She says well thats okay Jamie will just have to go down there with her and Savy and I can spend it up here with my mom. I said whatever, even though i thought the point was for everyone to see Savy. I don't care who i upset i wont leave my mother alone, Gladys would like it if Jerry died and Jamie just left her for my family. I'm just sick of hearing My family my people and her family and her people. Jamie and Savy are my family now. both Easters we spent with his family, Christmas i saw my mom for 30 mins b/c we spent the rest of the time with his family. I'm sick of this, from now on i am having dinners at our house who ever wants to come are more then invited. But i'm sick of having to feel like shit to make someone else happy. I don't want to make Gladys unhappy but my daughters first Thanksgiving will be done my way. Her first Easter wasnt done that way or her first Christmas. Jamie just keeps telling to chill it will all work out. It better. I let everyone know that Christmas will be held at our house this year, with ME cooking. I'm sorry if that upsets anyone but i am starting our family. anyone who would like to come is more then allowed, just let me know and i will give you the address =] right now the head count is at 20. But the more would be better. =] Yay i love Jenn i cant wait! Which i need to talk to her. Okay I'm off to go and eat then cuddle Gladys asked to keep Savy tonight. So jamie and i have the the house to ourselfs =]