ugh...
hello again, another boring evening at home (this summer sux)
i feel kinda guilty right now, i may have said some things that i shouldn't have. I mean, it felt good to finally get some things off my chest, but after I said them, I felt really bad. Maybe I shouldn't, its not like he takes anything I say serious anymore, but still. Oh well, that just shows how much he's changed and how foolish I'm being. ugh, I need to let it go, and I'm sure I have, I feel fine and happy until I see...and then...ugh I just wanna...idk. It'll be over soon, I just need to remind myself that...it'll be over soon.
i feel kinda guilty right now, i may have said some things that i shouldn't have. I mean, it felt good to finally get some things off my chest, but after I said them, I felt really bad. Maybe I shouldn't, its not like he takes anything I say serious anymore, but still. Oh well, that just shows how much he's changed and how foolish I'm being. ugh, I need to let it go, and I'm sure I have, I feel fine and happy until I see...and then...ugh I just wanna...idk. It'll be over soon, I just need to remind myself that...it'll be over soon.