Apr 20, 2006 11:34
Ok so thanks to my God, my throat is not as swollen today and the pains in my chest are less.
I found some really funny Monty Python songs on Itunes. I think I tried to laugh but it hurt too much last night.
I also downloaded alot of music and I am in the process of burning and making cds for friends, brian and myself.
I went to bed last night, feeling hopeful and less stressed.
I remembered last night that God has me in a waiting period and that means that something good will come to me out of this. I know that in time, Brian will contact me and that I will have a job. Last night I was in a dark place and I clung to my God because I had to praise him for this. This waiting period is to make me abetter person and to break me of my lack of patience and strengthen my faith. So I thanked God last night and also for giving me such a good life and that I knew better things are going to happen once I get through this.
I also watched Crash last night. That was an amazing movie. It was very touching and I downloaded a song from the soundtrack by Bird York called In the Deep. Its a beautiful song. Everybody should listen to it.
Well I need to get going and clean up my apt, work out and just be with myself. :)
Good day to you all and thank you for your words of encouragement and helping me to feel better about things.
Love you all God bless you.