Easter
I have to admit the embarrasing thing that happened to me this weekend was I found out what MILF means.
One of my girl friends back in Cali is a single mom and she told me the meaning and I was very embarrassed.
Call me old fashioned but I was just not that wanting to know, if you get what I mean.
Easter was quiet, fast but good.
I went to the Oahu Church of Christ concert service. There was performances like hula dancing, scripture reading, ballet dancings and gospel singing. It was very sweet. I felt tears in my eyes alot. I prayed and thanked God and Jesus for all that's happened to me and for Brian whom I miss beyond words right now. I just prayed and rejoiced.
Now I am at home, in my pjs and tired. I was going to watch the 24 Season # 2 on DVD but I am kinda out of it
and more interested in writing and rambling then watching Kiefer Sutherland blast a terrorist.
I called my grandmother's home. I spoke to my 19 year old cousin. He got his girlfriend pregnant and she's going to get an abortion. He's very depressed about it cause he really wanted the baby. I understand but I told him that I loved him and that no matter what, if he needed anything he could come to me and ask for it. He thanked me. I felt good
being there for him. Our whole family supports him its just too bad that her family does nto support her or him.
His girl friend is having it rough. I understand that too. I am so glad that never happened to me. I love kids and the idea of my own family someday makes me very happy but God is going to be the one to provide and for whatever reason, now is not the time for me. I believe there are no accidents.
I prayed long and hard last night. I felt God and the angels with me. It felt so good to talk to them and express my
love and my gratitude for all that's happened to me.
I got word today that one of my adopted cousins got married to his gf after he came home from boot camp.
He gave her a promise ring. Which was weird cause he was going to give it to someone else but after he had a long talk with me I told him to wait unitl he had met the right girl because the one he wanted to give it to, she was very immature and I would have hated to see him heartbroken cause of her careless ways and her lack of understanding about what the military would do to him. I am glad that my advice and my input went to a good fortune for two people.
I wonder when I will be married. I know that I will be married someday. I hope and pray that its with Brian cause
I could not think of any other man I would want to have children with and spend the rest of my life committed to.
Ah. Happy Easter all!
God bless and goodnight!
One of my girl friends back in Cali is a single mom and she told me the meaning and I was very embarrassed.
Call me old fashioned but I was just not that wanting to know, if you get what I mean.
Easter was quiet, fast but good.
I went to the Oahu Church of Christ concert service. There was performances like hula dancing, scripture reading, ballet dancings and gospel singing. It was very sweet. I felt tears in my eyes alot. I prayed and thanked God and Jesus for all that's happened to me and for Brian whom I miss beyond words right now. I just prayed and rejoiced.
Now I am at home, in my pjs and tired. I was going to watch the 24 Season # 2 on DVD but I am kinda out of it
and more interested in writing and rambling then watching Kiefer Sutherland blast a terrorist.
I called my grandmother's home. I spoke to my 19 year old cousin. He got his girlfriend pregnant and she's going to get an abortion. He's very depressed about it cause he really wanted the baby. I understand but I told him that I loved him and that no matter what, if he needed anything he could come to me and ask for it. He thanked me. I felt good
being there for him. Our whole family supports him its just too bad that her family does nto support her or him.
His girl friend is having it rough. I understand that too. I am so glad that never happened to me. I love kids and the idea of my own family someday makes me very happy but God is going to be the one to provide and for whatever reason, now is not the time for me. I believe there are no accidents.
I prayed long and hard last night. I felt God and the angels with me. It felt so good to talk to them and express my
love and my gratitude for all that's happened to me.
I got word today that one of my adopted cousins got married to his gf after he came home from boot camp.
He gave her a promise ring. Which was weird cause he was going to give it to someone else but after he had a long talk with me I told him to wait unitl he had met the right girl because the one he wanted to give it to, she was very immature and I would have hated to see him heartbroken cause of her careless ways and her lack of understanding about what the military would do to him. I am glad that my advice and my input went to a good fortune for two people.
I wonder when I will be married. I know that I will be married someday. I hope and pray that its with Brian cause
I could not think of any other man I would want to have children with and spend the rest of my life committed to.
Ah. Happy Easter all!
God bless and goodnight!