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i rode around tonight for a good 30minutes listening to the same decemberists song over and over again.
it was gorgeous.
i am sinking deeper and deeper into depression. it's ridiculous. i dont know wtf i did to deserve everything that is happening to me. but it must of been really really bad. cause whats going on with me is just... fucking with my head like no other. i know its just one of my many ups and downs during my life but so far.. this is the lowest i have every been.. and hopefully it ever be this bad ever again. i fucking hate this. im home dealing with all my parents crazy bullshit. it was better between us when i was in savannah, but i hated it there. so basically im fucked. yippy.
well.. basically im waiting for my mom to finally go to bed so i can make myself some drinks and get drunk by myself. well.. not totally... chloe my puggy of love is here to keep me company.
it was gorgeous.
i am sinking deeper and deeper into depression. it's ridiculous. i dont know wtf i did to deserve everything that is happening to me. but it must of been really really bad. cause whats going on with me is just... fucking with my head like no other. i know its just one of my many ups and downs during my life but so far.. this is the lowest i have every been.. and hopefully it ever be this bad ever again. i fucking hate this. im home dealing with all my parents crazy bullshit. it was better between us when i was in savannah, but i hated it there. so basically im fucked. yippy.
well.. basically im waiting for my mom to finally go to bed so i can make myself some drinks and get drunk by myself. well.. not totally... chloe my puggy of love is here to keep me company.