LULL
I feel crappy today. My manager's being so sweet about the whole car thing, so at least (I hope) my job's not in jeopardy over the thing. She left a message on my page (in the computer system) that says: I just want you to know that no matter what happened or will happen I staned beside you. Y-O-U-R- T-H-E- B-E-S-T- [sic]
That's very cool. These people I work with (in my own little department that is, not the other people) are the best, and I don't care if that's sappy. It makes the crappy pay totally worth it.
I dunno what's wrong with me physically. I've been getting plenty of sleep, and I'm not that physically active (except for sex, but I don't think that counts), and practically all I drink is coffee and diet cola (and water sometimes) but I'm tired all the time, yawning my head off.
I'm getting used to sleeping next to someone again. This is probably not a good thing, as once we move in together Rick and I will have seperate bedrooms. I sleep differently when there's someone next to me. Usually when I try to sleep, if I'm not dead exhausted almost to the point of hallucination it takes me a couple hours. With Rick though I lay down next to him and I'm asleep within a half hour. Perhaps it's the feel of his breathing that lulls me to sleep. Lately I think I've been with him more often than not, and I'm getting used to actually sleeping, though the sleep is different than when I'm alone. Alone, usually the end of the world won't wake me, but with Rick I wake up randomly throughout the night. I wonder how it will work when we live together, because now we're always spending time together--like tomorrow night, and monday and tuesday I'm supposed to stay over, and I'm getting spoiled. I should ask him how this will work.
That's very cool. These people I work with (in my own little department that is, not the other people) are the best, and I don't care if that's sappy. It makes the crappy pay totally worth it.
I dunno what's wrong with me physically. I've been getting plenty of sleep, and I'm not that physically active (except for sex, but I don't think that counts), and practically all I drink is coffee and diet cola (and water sometimes) but I'm tired all the time, yawning my head off.
I'm getting used to sleeping next to someone again. This is probably not a good thing, as once we move in together Rick and I will have seperate bedrooms. I sleep differently when there's someone next to me. Usually when I try to sleep, if I'm not dead exhausted almost to the point of hallucination it takes me a couple hours. With Rick though I lay down next to him and I'm asleep within a half hour. Perhaps it's the feel of his breathing that lulls me to sleep. Lately I think I've been with him more often than not, and I'm getting used to actually sleeping, though the sleep is different than when I'm alone. Alone, usually the end of the world won't wake me, but with Rick I wake up randomly throughout the night. I wonder how it will work when we live together, because now we're always spending time together--like tomorrow night, and monday and tuesday I'm supposed to stay over, and I'm getting spoiled. I should ask him how this will work.