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[myfaceyourfistx]

andrews been a complete asshole today... i dont even no why im sitting here and cryign about it. hes not worth it at all. but im in love with him and theres nothing i can do about it. i really just wanna forget about him but i cant... even though he makes me feel like shit all the time. if i could have one wish id make it to go back in time and never get involved in a relationship with him cause we had the best friendship i could even ask for. and then ever sence we been bf and gf its been a fight every night. and i no a friendship will never work out now. it will just make me like him forever and all i really want is to forget about him. and if we were friends id just constantly be jealous if everyone he'll ever be with and i dont need that. so now i dont no wat to do im scared to talk to him not that i can anyways he blocked me like a pussy. but whatever.

and i no hes prolly gunna read this but theres nothing i can do about that. maybe he should read this. its the stuff ive always been scared to tell him anyways.

other than that my lungs aer full off ash and smoke and im sick of being betrayed