Oct 08, 2003 23:16
well stayed home from school most of the day i went at 12 15 for lunch and math. taymoor stayed home too.
today i realized that my life sucks right now, im always so stressed and im never sure of any descission i make now a days i just feel like ima do something wrong and my whole life is gunna be fucked. whatever.
its also weird how last year i barely studied and got straight a's and this year i have already studied more than like the whole 9th grade in this first month of school and i cant get good grades. i just dont comprehend stuff ne more.
i also realized today i am addicted to karate. karate and art are the two best things in my life right now. i tried to get myself to miss karate today since im sick as fuck and way tired and have 2 big tests tomorrow but i just couldnt. i NEED it.
i hate when no ones online to talk to. i dont care who really i just like the feeling of having someone to talk to.
o well im sick and tired (literally) night fucks