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[myeyesaintblue]

Ed and Hank, Part 21, The day before New Year's Eve

Some stuff ya migh' not be expectin'...
(some good, some bad, some sad)

Note:   Not the shirt-switchin or the final part of how they got together, permanent-like. Some stuff Hank didn't know plus some stuff he didn't expect to be writing about just yet.  It's pretty much all Bill's fault...

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Re: Love as always!

[lalaynia]

I don't want to end up in that small little trailer looking out at those vast plains with wind sweeping through the tall grass and not be able to touch or feel that love again. I want everyone to just sit back and enjoy what they have instead of worrying about what they do not have. I don't know maybe I'm just crazy and the weirdest part I have a large group of friends/aquaintances/family and not one of them feels the same as I do. In this little world we created on Live journal/Ennisjack.com/davecullen/bettermost and other places is the only place I find others who feel similiar to me and it scares me why am I so isolated why am I feeling this and others are not around me. The passion and feelings this movie brings out makes me wonder if I'm insane or just a fool. I try and live each day this past year but each day haunts me more of Brokeback and the stories here and sometimes I think this is wonderful but am I closing myself off from living by being here?

Joe,

I don't know how you wrote what I feel but you did. Maybe we are people who see and feel things on a different level from most folks. If so, we join Ang and Heath and Jake and Annie and all those who worked hard to allow us to come together for love of this film and what it touches inside each of us. Maybe we need each other, and the only way to know another one of "us" is to experience this story and not be able to let it ride off into the sunset, but to gather together to explore nuances of meaning that touch and affect each of us individually, and as a group.

I read a phrase the other day in one of these fics (I'm so sorry, I didn't mark it- apologies to the author!) that may pertain here. It's an opportunity for patience- when you have worked through what you need to here, along with all of us who need to be here, you'll be given a new and different lesson. Let be, Joe, let be.

::hugs::

Joan

Re: Love as always!

[joetheone]

Joan thank you for your words and yes maybe I should let it be.

Joe