ahemmm..
Let's see..I have been enjoying life to its fullest lately. Not taking anything for granted..because certain things have made me come to a realization that life doesn't go on for ever, and you just have to enjoy it while you have it. Several things have become an inspiration in my eyes, that make me have an entirely new perspective on life. I could be, at times, an extremely cynical, depressed person. I probabaly appeared as if my life was over; everything was turning against me..never going my way, and always sulking around..forcing myself to crack a smile..my heart bleeding inside. But now, I've learned, and I've learned welll. To cherish life as if you were going to die tomorrow. I've grown to love my life soo much, I cannot even describe how fun, outrageously crazy, and enjoyable it is..but there are also other things that occur that make you feel different emotions. Many, mannny things might seem to go wrong throughout your lifetime, but you just have to stay strong and simply move on. Just conquor those challenging fears that come before you, forgive your best friend for making out with your crush, fight through those wet tears cried, and live up to those expectations set upon yourself.You have to b.e.l.i.e.v.e. in anything, and everything..believe in yourself, others, and listen to that little voice inside your head is telling you to do. Live for the moment, fuck..laugh until you cry!!! Set goals that seem incapable to reach, and prove yourself wrong..soar to the sky, be what you want to be..do anything you put your mind to. Fall down, but help yourself back up again. Of course, you'll fall down and feel as if you are worthless, and have no hope left inside of you..and you may not accomplish your destinies, but that's what life is all about. If there weren't things which appeared to be impossible, what would be the joy of life? What would be the adventure and thrill of the life you live? Just simply be persistant in everything that you do. Succeed. It feels so good. Put 150% into everything that you do..try your absolute hardest, and work to your full potential. You'll be sure to go very far in life, if you do this. You'll do things you ultimately regret later on in life, but that's the journey of life. Be sure to use your head while making decisons, because actions can take a whole other turn on the road to success. Envy those perfect relationships, and wait for that right person to come along. Just continue to remain hopeful, and try not to get down on yourself, like I had before. I've learned that there's someone out there for every single person in this world. So there's definately that special someone for you. Eventually, they'll come along..maybe even at the most un expected times. Once you've found it, you'll know it. I cannot wait to just love the love I am given..and live for that person..their loyalty, and trust...feel the firm embrace of their arms...their comfort, and compassion. Let the romance live happily in both of your hearts. Once and a while, just think about the life you have been given..really think hard, and deep.Think how fucking lucky and gifted you all are with one's that love you, and also whom you love dearly. The love you are given every single day..and everything you receive without asking..just coming naturally.Think about how worse off other's are. Sit there, and ponder your almost-perfect world..cherishing..appreciating..and treasuring..deep within your heart.
Thank you all so much..for making everything so good and worthwhile for me. And loving me. I love all of you so much in return..I cannot even describe the feelings racing through my mind right now. So much love for all of you..♥