Nov 11, 2005 12:21
I am empty. This Jimmy John's #9 sandwhich is making an honest attempt to fill the gap. However, besides my natural craving for good food, something else needs to fill me. The problem is, I do not know what this might be. I watched the two and a half hour documentary on the making of The Devil's Rejects, along with the movie, at work yesterday. Yeah, I get paid for doing that. Anyways, it really inspired me. I would love to write a screenplay, and/or film a movie. This summer it will happen. I think I might purchase a nice video camara. I have this chunk of money that continues to grow every day. So, why not start a new expensive hobby? When I went to get my hair cut the other day, I was really tempted to get it extremely short. I like to change my appearance constantly. I did not get it very short, just really different. It is a style that requires the use of hair product. I want a vacation. I want to go to Disney World, or at least a warm beach with good surf. Surfing is the last main alternative sport i have not done. I miss being in a different state almost every weekend, living a life that not many people knew about. I did not think I would ever miss it at the time, but I do. I used to be exceptionally good at something. Now, I just do all these different sports/activities, and I am good at them all (accuse me of arrogance, go ahead), but I do not excel at anything right now. It is not too late to get back on the bike. It is still in me, and with some insane training, I could be a mediocre pro if I really wanted to. Too bad it is November. Damnit, Michigan. Perhaps I could just dedicate some significant time to snowboarding this winter. I have not hurt myself in a very long time, which means I am just not trying hard enough. In motocross, the saying goes "if you're never crashing, you're not going fast enough." I can never bring myself to believe in that, but I need to try. Basically, I am saying I need to take more risks. I gave it a try a couple weeks ago. The outcome was...well, bad. So, maybe my next risk could bring me to 1-1. I just need to scope out the situation a little better. Then again, that would not be a risk if I did that. I am terrible at this already. I love that I love water now. Alex, I should have listened to you earlier. All I drink now is Water, Fruit2o, and milk. I advise everyone to do this. Drinking water is actually a small form of working out, and if you already work out, it just enhances the whole process. It is quite amazing. I need to find something to do tomorrow. Perhaps I will go to Somerset, and check out the new Urban Outfitter's store. Anybody interested in doing that? Okay, I have 8 minutes till class starts, and I need to take a piss. I hate this class so much. Could the teacher be more left? I do not have a problem with most liberals, but this guy thinks everything he says is fact, not to mention, he absolutely hates America, even thought he is, of course, American. Till next time.