point of age
past few days contained a whirlwind of activity, and frankly i don't know where to start.
but my 22nd year has started off pretty well. thanks to the few people i can call true friends, for making it sucha blast despite it being only the 22nd year of my existence on earth. such darlings (:
EXCEPT for the fact that my LG chocolate got stolen.
along with my student pass (matric card) and ezlink (little miss stubborn!) and my awesome mango kiehl's lipbalm and my set of home keys and $110 cash! how horrible is that. sigh.
that is perhaps the only dark cloud that rained on my parade.
of course this is but a passing fog of julbilation that hides the true matters at hand. like the fact that it opens up to another year against my youth (nvm this, i still feel young. that's enough), it also occupies my mind from confronting thoughts of dealing with projects to come (school and external)- then again these projects are a welcome intoxication. at least in this period of delusion, i choose to see it as somethin quite a passion based pursuit.
my deep well of bigger than life emotions are being controlled by willpower and the graces of God. and for that, another thing to be thankful for in Life. what's done is truly done, even if it could be undone i shall no more accept it without any promise of pure energy and dedication put in. which would seem very unlikely considering individuals involved. i use to always mindfully look for those (energy, focus, dedication) in everything i did and had around me. wonder what happened when i made this previous decision...
it's true that girls are able to accept faults and flaws and even see the good side of these, but guys only see one side. if it's good, they're blind to the treachery and ugliness. if it's bad, they see no silver lining nor grace improvement nor flipside benefits.
such is the opposition that appeals and also separates, couples.
and that has nothin to do with fat and thin
pretty and ugly. NOTE pls.
but my 22nd year has started off pretty well. thanks to the few people i can call true friends, for making it sucha blast despite it being only the 22nd year of my existence on earth. such darlings (:
EXCEPT for the fact that my LG chocolate got stolen.
along with my student pass (matric card) and ezlink (little miss stubborn!) and my awesome mango kiehl's lipbalm and my set of home keys and $110 cash! how horrible is that. sigh.
that is perhaps the only dark cloud that rained on my parade.
of course this is but a passing fog of julbilation that hides the true matters at hand. like the fact that it opens up to another year against my youth (nvm this, i still feel young. that's enough), it also occupies my mind from confronting thoughts of dealing with projects to come (school and external)- then again these projects are a welcome intoxication. at least in this period of delusion, i choose to see it as somethin quite a passion based pursuit.
my deep well of bigger than life emotions are being controlled by willpower and the graces of God. and for that, another thing to be thankful for in Life. what's done is truly done, even if it could be undone i shall no more accept it without any promise of pure energy and dedication put in. which would seem very unlikely considering individuals involved. i use to always mindfully look for those (energy, focus, dedication) in everything i did and had around me. wonder what happened when i made this previous decision...
it's true that girls are able to accept faults and flaws and even see the good side of these, but guys only see one side. if it's good, they're blind to the treachery and ugliness. if it's bad, they see no silver lining nor grace improvement nor flipside benefits.
such is the opposition that appeals and also separates, couples.
and that has nothin to do with fat and thin
pretty and ugly. NOTE pls.