breaking the light

[myeudaimonia]

he wants to give her everything she's ever wanted. he doesn't ask for much, and she doesn't give much. she uses and abuses, breaks hearts and smiles in the process, and all he wants is to have her safe and happy.

now, this boy want different. he just doesn't want. he strings from fight to fight without any cares or concerns, nothing hits him hard. without realizing it, his carelessness burns her the most. running doesn't help her, because the lack of pain in his front only brings her down more. she has no where to turn. she can't turn back, she can't go forward. he doesn't know he has her lingering in pain, and if he did he wouldn't care. tears don't phase him. love doesn't phase him. he never cared for her, he was kidding himself the whole time. what a burn.

sweet romeo words drifted with life. the heat of sweet whispered nothings, the light touch that made her feel so much, the small things all drifted. why doesn't he see what he's doing? what is so hard in putting down the emotional beating tools and changing, loving, or pushing away and finding someone else?

brain doctor says, sleep is the answer. wasting away her day it is.