I'm sorry
To all of you out there.
I'm sorry of who I am. I can't chagne that.
I know I'm nowhere near perfect.
I know that I'm not what everyone wants me to be.
But...is that so wrong?
I love the person I am.
Other people may not ut i do.
And my true friends do too.
There are few ppl that have stayed with me through everything.
And I've met up with my old friends from middle school.
One of them has become my best friend and even lives with me.
We do everything together.
And if me being happy is in the way of who you want me to be...then I'm sorry and that's messed up.
I don't do anything wrong or illegal.
I dont bad mouth ppl.
I dont do any of that stuff.
SO , what is so wrong...with just being me?
I don't understand it....
I may have done wrong things in my life but who hasn't?
My friends and the ppl i hang around make me happy.
I can only remember one time when i was this happy.
It took me months to get back to the way i was.
I may have started smoking but thats not who i am..thats just something i do.
Why muct i be judged when ppl dont look at the way i feel...they just judge on what they think.
Just because I wasnt around for a while they thought i was a bad person.
I was not living at home and i was workin at least 12 hours a day and trying to go to school at the same time.
Most ppl didnt see me except the ppl that lived with me.
So if trying to survive is wrong...then i guess im wrong.
I just dont understand sometimes.
I'm sorry of who I am. I can't chagne that.
I know I'm nowhere near perfect.
I know that I'm not what everyone wants me to be.
But...is that so wrong?
I love the person I am.
Other people may not ut i do.
And my true friends do too.
There are few ppl that have stayed with me through everything.
And I've met up with my old friends from middle school.
One of them has become my best friend and even lives with me.
We do everything together.
And if me being happy is in the way of who you want me to be...then I'm sorry and that's messed up.
I don't do anything wrong or illegal.
I dont bad mouth ppl.
I dont do any of that stuff.
SO , what is so wrong...with just being me?
I don't understand it....
I may have done wrong things in my life but who hasn't?
My friends and the ppl i hang around make me happy.
I can only remember one time when i was this happy.
It took me months to get back to the way i was.
I may have started smoking but thats not who i am..thats just something i do.
Why muct i be judged when ppl dont look at the way i feel...they just judge on what they think.
Just because I wasnt around for a while they thought i was a bad person.
I was not living at home and i was workin at least 12 hours a day and trying to go to school at the same time.
Most ppl didnt see me except the ppl that lived with me.
So if trying to survive is wrong...then i guess im wrong.
I just dont understand sometimes.