emotional
last night i was feeling a little emotional about a lot of different things..
i dont know what to do anymore, im growing more and more frustrated everyday. things are getting a lot more confusing and i really dont have anyone that i could talk to about it because we all have our different views... i wish there were someone who wasnt so closely related to the matter at hand... i wish i could just talk about it.. but i think too many people would get hurt so i just keep my mouth shut.. someday when i figure out whats going on inside this fucked up brain of mine, i will let it all out. fuck.
yes, fuck. that is the word that makes everything better....
i cant wait until this weekend... i miss keith..
i think im just going to take a break from everything for a little while... see how it goes from there... i wish there were a place i could go just to get away from this all....
i wish i could disappear....
poof be gone!
i dont know what to do anymore, im growing more and more frustrated everyday. things are getting a lot more confusing and i really dont have anyone that i could talk to about it because we all have our different views... i wish there were someone who wasnt so closely related to the matter at hand... i wish i could just talk about it.. but i think too many people would get hurt so i just keep my mouth shut.. someday when i figure out whats going on inside this fucked up brain of mine, i will let it all out. fuck.
yes, fuck. that is the word that makes everything better....
i cant wait until this weekend... i miss keith..
i think im just going to take a break from everything for a little while... see how it goes from there... i wish there were a place i could go just to get away from this all....
i wish i could disappear....
poof be gone!