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the way little things work out creates a good attitude and next thing you know, everything else follows. it's a small matter but after agonizing over something as small as that was, it worked out and i'm optomistic for whatever else comes (like i'm ever not).
i think i'm going to try to go to medical school after getting a degree in either chemistry or aerospace engineering. my mom has always talked of me becoming a doctor but i never considered the steps to getting there & just dismissed her wishes for ..just that--wishful thinking. it randomly popped in my head the other day and i started researching about the requirements: classes, tests, extracurricular activites, etc. i've got a busy three years ahead of me. then, if i do decide to apply & get in one, that's another 4 years of schooling + how ever many years of residency. i don't know. everyone says they can see me as a doctor, and that's nice and all (i guess), but it's just a little too much to digest for now so we'll see how i feel in a year or two.
i went out to dinner with a few girls tonight. it was really nice. we bought a cheesecake then went back to their apartment and just talked. i haven't hung out with them in a while and didn't realize how much i missed just being with them. one of them even talked about how great it would be if we were still friends till even after we have kids, and how we'd all live in a culdesac, and.. all these ridiculous things that won't happen. hahah. it was just the thought that was nice. but it would be great if we stayed friends for a long time. (this little bubble we call our world will burst sooner or later. yikes. doesn't sound like me but it is what it is.)
CHANGES! are a-comin'.
i'm happy.