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i just looked at the date of my last entry and today's date,
and i don't understand how three days just passed me by.
well, two, really, since it's 1 AM of the third day.
that's not the point, though. the point is,... i don't know what yet.
i just came back from ocean's 13. i wasn't really expecting much,
so it was neither better nor worse than i expected.
well, no. it was a little disappointing, i think. it went kind of slow,
the camera work was shoddy (for my eyes, at least),
and there wasn't much excitement.
little funny bits, here and there, but none too memorable.
the boys look good, i'll give 'em that. not much else, though.
i played time crisis 3 and 4 before the movie started.
that was probably the highlight. hah. i like shooting games.
oh. saw mike after the movie. kind of an insignificant fact, but there it is.
went bowling also. brought genna along. sucked at ddr,
and remembered why i haven't gone bowling in a while:
it's boring. and it hurts my wrist and back. the lemonade was good.
i'm not feeling myself tonight, for the past few nights, actually.
no. maybe not. i don't know. my memory doesn't always serve me well.
i need something. someone, maybe. i'm not sure.
need is too strong. want, perhaps. not in that way. just,.. ?
this is going to sound weird, but i want a gay guy friend.
specifically, a really close gay guy friend. i know some, but none that
i'm really close with. it's a weird thing to want, to say, but it's what
i'm thinking, and that's really all anyone needs to know.
(i don't know what the reason is behind it.)
not the extremely flamboyant type, though, but.. what am i saying.
i need to plan some things out (unrelated to the gay guy statement).
make lists. yes. that sounds good. :)
my voice is coming back.
and i don't understand how three days just passed me by.
well, two, really, since it's 1 AM of the third day.
that's not the point, though. the point is,... i don't know what yet.
i just came back from ocean's 13. i wasn't really expecting much,
so it was neither better nor worse than i expected.
well, no. it was a little disappointing, i think. it went kind of slow,
the camera work was shoddy (for my eyes, at least),
and there wasn't much excitement.
little funny bits, here and there, but none too memorable.
the boys look good, i'll give 'em that. not much else, though.
i played time crisis 3 and 4 before the movie started.
that was probably the highlight. hah. i like shooting games.
oh. saw mike after the movie. kind of an insignificant fact, but there it is.
went bowling also. brought genna along. sucked at ddr,
and remembered why i haven't gone bowling in a while:
it's boring. and it hurts my wrist and back. the lemonade was good.
i'm not feeling myself tonight, for the past few nights, actually.
no. maybe not. i don't know. my memory doesn't always serve me well.
i need something. someone, maybe. i'm not sure.
need is too strong. want, perhaps. not in that way. just,.. ?
this is going to sound weird, but i want a gay guy friend.
specifically, a really close gay guy friend. i know some, but none that
i'm really close with. it's a weird thing to want, to say, but it's what
i'm thinking, and that's really all anyone needs to know.
(i don't know what the reason is behind it.)
not the extremely flamboyant type, though, but.. what am i saying.
i need to plan some things out (unrelated to the gay guy statement).
make lists. yes. that sounds good. :)
my voice is coming back.