Everyones saying different things to me

[myemptypromises]

"Good luck exploring the infinite abyss."So many things about my past seem to upset me, manage to pull me down. Everything seems to make me apathetic lately

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Sometimes the Sky is just too far away.

[anonymous]

So I remember when I was younger, I use to reach out and try to touch the sky. I don't know what I was thinking, most of the time I don't even know what I was thinking most of my childhood. I remember this one time, I tried to jump off the three house with my Superman outfit and broke my leg. But there are so many memories of my old house and even though now my family doesn't live there anymore, everytime I drive by it, I still get a very warm feeling from it. I remember, the day we moved out of that house, my family was really excited to live in our new house but when we went to check to see if everything was out of the house and to turn off the lights for the last time before we leave, it sadden me. I can remember seeming my mom crying because we've been through so much in that house and I remember my tears swelling up under my eyes. It was an irry feeling that kind of haunts you. Today when I drive by that house, I always look to see what the new owner has done to it, the color has change, probably someone else occupied my old room, and it probably even has a different smell now. I often want to knock on the door and ask to be able to walk through that house but in some ways, I guess I'm just scared of what it will bring out of me. But I do agree with you that these things are things of the past that do haunt us today and even though sometime we're sadden by thinking about it, I do think it helps build us into the stronger person we are today. Things change and people walk in and out of your life for a reason. I just hope things will brighten up for you, actually, I know it will.