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{september 19.}
dear livejournal.
so just got back from RWPS's BBQ.
& i realized i miss so many people there.
so much, that i can't even explain.
its just like i only feel happy around those people.
only those people that i can feel myself around.
only those people understand me.
like when i see them & i havent for a long time,
i just want to give them a big hug & just tell them how much i miss them.
ive realized im not happy like i use to be.
i seem happy at school, but the people i most want to see, isnt there . . i want it to be what it use to be . i want it to be the same.
where all of us would sit in a group and just talk.
we cant do that anymore. if we do sit and talk, it wouldn't be everybody.
at least somebody would be missing .
i miss you dearly.
its sad . .