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so i haven't really said anything in here like i did before...but yeah i'm still here...
nothing wonderfully great has happened since the last time i updated...well i almost got the confidence to say "hi" to a boy that i've liked since last year...but i screwed that up badly...maybe i'll be able to do it again sometime soon...like before i graduate and never see him again...
i've been actually do shit lately...like actually leaving my house and it feels great to feel like i have that life back in me...it seems like that was forever ago that i wasn't like doing anything...
so us seniors have 54 days until graduation night...basically everyone has that much until summer...but seniors get out earlier but graduation is going to be a great thing but sad at the same time...ppl move away from each other and grow apart but we're free from high school and we can start to make our own rules...yet responsibility will set in for a lot of students...eeck...
so today kinda has sucked so far...but last night my cousin moved back to my house...and my other cousin (his brother) has been back from florida for awhile and we haven't seen him until today when i got home for vocational...its weird seeing the change in those you were once best friends with and now you feel like total strangers...
kinda like how everyone's 10 year reunion is going to be...some ppl will stay close but most usually grow apart from others b/c college gets in the way of that...it'll be weird to see everyone after so long of not seeing them...
other than the fact that i stood next to my crush and was so wrapped in his smile and the sound of his voice and just the fact that i was standing next to him...today has been kinda shaddy...i've been moody all day...whatever...maybe the bitchiness will soon go away and it'll never return...haha nope, never...
well kids i've said all that i could and want to say...
~kara
nothing wonderfully great has happened since the last time i updated...well i almost got the confidence to say "hi" to a boy that i've liked since last year...but i screwed that up badly...maybe i'll be able to do it again sometime soon...like before i graduate and never see him again...
i've been actually do shit lately...like actually leaving my house and it feels great to feel like i have that life back in me...it seems like that was forever ago that i wasn't like doing anything...
so us seniors have 54 days until graduation night...basically everyone has that much until summer...but seniors get out earlier but graduation is going to be a great thing but sad at the same time...ppl move away from each other and grow apart but we're free from high school and we can start to make our own rules...yet responsibility will set in for a lot of students...eeck...
so today kinda has sucked so far...but last night my cousin moved back to my house...and my other cousin (his brother) has been back from florida for awhile and we haven't seen him until today when i got home for vocational...its weird seeing the change in those you were once best friends with and now you feel like total strangers...
kinda like how everyone's 10 year reunion is going to be...some ppl will stay close but most usually grow apart from others b/c college gets in the way of that...it'll be weird to see everyone after so long of not seeing them...
other than the fact that i stood next to my crush and was so wrapped in his smile and the sound of his voice and just the fact that i was standing next to him...today has been kinda shaddy...i've been moody all day...whatever...maybe the bitchiness will soon go away and it'll never return...haha nope, never...
well kids i've said all that i could and want to say...
~kara