Jan 09, 2004 22:07
so after awhile now...i'm back...and ready to NOT update...
nothing really has happened...but i've come to conclusion that i needed to be alone...and get shit down...and start dealing with everything going on around me...and start realizing that in a year & a 1/2 i'll be off to lovely college...well...like 2 1/2 months after i graduate...but i need to get grades pulled up...schools looked at...classes to schedule for next year to get ready for umm yeah college...so i'm yeah...needing to be alone...and yes...he understood...
but other than this shit...i have other things too...work...and of course friends...gotta love the fighting...
but i have a good new years resolution...but you'll never guess...but shh aly mickey & leeshy...haha...i'm just wishing that we could all get along...and yes you're prob all thinking...wow...dream on...but guess what...i can wish...
but my mom came back from moving my big brother down to n. carolina...but she's finally realizing something i've realized since the minute chris (my brother) put his dog in the car...that now pacey is alone...no sneakers...no payton...cause when sneakers died payton was there...to keep pacey company and now he's gone...wow...yes they might be dogs...but they can be lonely too...
but i hung out with my mom tonight...that was nice...me her and her friends talked a lot...well mostly me...but i'm talkative around her friends...cause yeah...that was nice though to be with my mom...and away from friends...cause i do need time alone sometimes...but anyway...i went through an IKEA magazine and i found like everything i want for my house or STUDIO apartment (dream house)...but it wasn't too expensive...but yeah...i'm getting some stuff cause my mom loves me...lol...actually its to help me organize my room...something i desperatly need to do...but thats just me...
ok so now that i've updated and it makes no sense...and its about a bunch of random things...but it make sense to me...so boo~yah!!!
alright i'm out like a fat kid in dodge ball...lol...
goodnight all...i love you kids!!
.:. *little girl* .:.