sorry......................

[mydyingangels]

wanting to lie to everyone and tell them that everything is ok
i looked in the mirror today and saw someone
who looked like the need of help
crying so hard that i could no longer breathe
passed out on the floor
crying over the one person that i want
to get away from
who i hated
because of what he did to me
i could kill him
and watch him die slowly
and then hope that i would die there
by his side
today i thought i should kill myself
i couldnt help but think what i should do
i want to get out of this life.....
everyone says im so sorry
get better
im sorry to hear that your not well
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
sorry
im so sick of the word sorry
i tired of everyone being sorry
you know what dont be i dont want to ever hear the word sorry
ever again!
i hate it
it makes me sick
just like the one that should die