the perfect moment.
i can't express how i feel. and its killing me. i can't let myself let go anymore. my mind is just so clouded. with everything. i just want it to stop. a break in the normal day to day. to just sit and breathe. you in. i want you more than anything right now. just come comfort me. don't speak. just lay. fall into each other. become one. one heart. one breath. be peaceful, block the world out. to feel your head resting on me. stroking your hair. knowing youre listening to my heart beating in conjunction with yours. i can't lie to you anymore. to myself. i can say i don't want you all i want, but im only kidding myself. i wish it wasn't true. i want that moment. it will never happen. your heart isn't mine. i wish i could change your mind. wishing never gets anyone anywhere. and perfect doesn't exist. what a sad sad truth... i guess its time to grow up and out of this fairytale world of mine... sad.